Thanksgiving Holiday isn't coming fast enough. I'm so tired of being stressed, of rushing home from school to go to work, of worrying whether or not i've finished the homework that the teachers have explained zilch for, tired of teachers ignoring me when i ask for help.
I'm getting an apartment within a few months. I'm getting it with my friend Brie, and i may even be switching to USM if my grant and aid works out. This should be less stress on my parents part, and i'll have the freedom that i've been starving for.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Update
It's funny how every time i get a new job, a certain someone shows up.
I just got my job back at Taco Bell, in which I'm soon to become a manager. I was talking to my manager about this one certain person, when lo and behold, he showed up. Funny thing is, I've been thinking about him a good bit lately... Mostly yesterday.
When he walked in, we were shocked, and the same thing that happens every time happened. My heart started racing. All those old memories flooded my head. I felt like I was going to cry, or faint, or both. I wanted to run up and hug him, and at the same time tell him to get the hell away. My mind and my heart are muddled up right now. I need answers to questions that have been brewing for about two years now. Whether or not I get the answers I want doesn't matter. I just want answers period.
Once I get my answers, I can start to sort out the many thoughts and feelings that run through my mind, holding me back from so much. :D
I just got my job back at Taco Bell, in which I'm soon to become a manager. I was talking to my manager about this one certain person, when lo and behold, he showed up. Funny thing is, I've been thinking about him a good bit lately... Mostly yesterday.
When he walked in, we were shocked, and the same thing that happens every time happened. My heart started racing. All those old memories flooded my head. I felt like I was going to cry, or faint, or both. I wanted to run up and hug him, and at the same time tell him to get the hell away. My mind and my heart are muddled up right now. I need answers to questions that have been brewing for about two years now. Whether or not I get the answers I want doesn't matter. I just want answers period.
Once I get my answers, I can start to sort out the many thoughts and feelings that run through my mind, holding me back from so much. :D
Thursday, November 5, 2009
boredumb
I've realized that my favorite phrase, "Boredom Kills", is very very very true. When my friends and i get bored, we immediately get in trouble... or into trouble i guess. lol This weekend was the perfect testiment to our stupidity (and creativity).
I finally ran up a down escalator... sure it didn't turn out too pretty in the end, with my knee all ripped open and stuff, but it was totally worth it.
I'm ready to have another bonfire. The last one i had with friends caused burnt hair, clothing, and several nice explosions. :D
I finally ran up a down escalator... sure it didn't turn out too pretty in the end, with my knee all ripped open and stuff, but it was totally worth it.
I'm ready to have another bonfire. The last one i had with friends caused burnt hair, clothing, and several nice explosions. :D
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