Update

It's funny how every time i get a new job, a certain someone shows up.

I just got my job back at Taco Bell, in which I'm soon to become a manager. I was talking to my manager about this one certain person, when lo and behold, he showed up. Funny thing is, I've been thinking about him a good bit lately... Mostly yesterday.

When he walked in, we were shocked, and the same thing that happens every time happened. My heart started racing. All those old memories flooded my head. I felt like I was going to cry, or faint, or both. I wanted to run up and hug him, and at the same time tell him to get the hell away. My mind and my heart are muddled up right now. I need answers to questions that have been brewing for about two years now. Whether or not I get the answers I want doesn't matter. I just want answers period.

Once I get my answers, I can start to sort out the many thoughts and feelings that run through my mind, holding me back from so much. :D